2 October 2006

Emo...

"Forget about it and move forward."

Just finished and submitted all of my assignments. And also wrapped things up for the Mooncake Festival celebration. Next on the list are my debate (for my oral test), my OSPE and another 2 CAs. I had been very busy for the past week but now I am a bit relaxed. I even got time to play dotA. Ever once I played dotA from 12am till 8am... non-stop. I was very much obsessed. But those are for a reason. Having my hands occupied for the Mooncake Festival (I helped around with some miscellaneous tasks) and stayed up till 5am. In fact, I was delighted when the multimedia presentation had shown pics of us eating at 7-Eleven for early breakfast. At least my efforts were appreciated. Then ever once, after one rehearsal, I got really emo... Well, to be frank I was devastated by a shocking truth. It's more like a very personal stuff, I don't really think I would willing to share this to the public. I was sadden by it. So I had a crazy thought to stay up to ease off my frustrations. I still am frustrated but my best friend adviced me to forget about it and move forward. I simply cannot forget about it but I begin to move on with my life (and as a consequence I might offend others in the process, seclusion is what I had in mind). Okay now. Drop that one out. Don't wanna talk about it again. Just the thought of it frustates me (hint: one particular heart-breaking scene playing in my mind). Later this month, I will have a reunion with my friends and it's during study week. Well, I couldn't care less. I miss them a lot and I really wanna meet them. And nothing will stop me from doing so (unless I am very broke, then I have to call it off). Now I just need confirmation from them to go for the green light. I have to stop blogging now. I still have some stuff to do. I'm doing this out of courtesy for not blogging for a long time anyway. Now off to my works.

Music buzz: Qian Li Zhi Wai by Jay Chou

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