The Requiem

Yesterday morning, Saturday, about 9.30 a.m., I had received this message:
"Hafizah's gone. May she rest in peace."
That message is still fresh in my mind. In fact, it still is disturbing me. In this reality, we face death all the time since death is imminent to all mortals alike. But you tend to have fun with every moment of your life (especially being youthful, you usually get carried away with it) that you would at times, neglecting the reality of life and death - until such disaster strike. Many times I had tried imagine myself facing the final moments in life and quite often that I would be very terrified to put myself into that shoe. Being young, I thought I have a lot things to accomplish and a lot experiences to discover. To have time taken away from you... I have no words to describe that thought.
Now back to the real deal, I was informed that she breathe her last at 9.11 a.m. Apperently the combination number of 9 and 11 is a cursing tabboo. A few days earlier, my friends messaged me about the critical condition. From what I have learnt, she suffered a blood clot in her brain. The early diagnisis that I had was stroke. Stroke can be fatal but most cases, the sufferer will escape death from the first stroke attack. The second one would usually leads to death. Yet, the severity of her condition back then did not fit the diagnosis. So far, I am clueless of the cause. But what is for sure, the blood clot had triggered a deadly chain of events.
Let us pray for Hafizah's soul. May she rest in peace. Amen.
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Now on a different issue. As you have noticed, I am posting this blog at 3.45 a.m. The last couple of days, I had spent my time on going out and sleeping. No study. Okay, screw studying. Anyway, I spent 30 hours of staying up on this outing (particulars here). Headed room and went straightly to bed. Then woke up to, yet again, another outing. Thankfully, it's a short one. Then, I tried to study, only to waste my time on anime and dotA. Now, I am committing myself to study, though I see my effort as useless (it's better than nothing right?). Okay then, don't want oto waste my time on blogging. Off to my studies now.