What Raya?

"Everyone's home for Raya except me..."

So what it's Raya now. I don't celebrate it, so should I care? Wrong! Actually, I don't mind not going back for Raya. I mean what else can I do during Raya, other than cake-hunting from house to house, right? Well, Raya in Kelantan is fucking boring not so... well... I... okay, I won't comment. But I guess it doesn't affect me much since it's not the time of celebration for me (again, minus the free food from the oh-do-i-have-to-do-this Raya open house). Really, I don't mind. Just now I've just checked my e-mail from my Hotmail Windows Live Mail and I was glad to receive a long-anticipated mail. All of the pic from my previous KL trip - delivered. Opened the file. Found some extras. Shit! Raya visiting pics. Am I bothered? Nope, not yet. Scroll some more. A real hard kick to my guts. All of my friends are back home for Raya. All of them. I was not inside that picture. I was not there. I literally screamed (worried if I disturbed my friend who enjoying his slumber). Back to the pics again. One cold, cruel, hard fact. Everyone's home for Raya except me. My greatest fear? No one's there when it's my turn to go back home. It is official. Raya in Kelantan sucks! Big time!

On a different topic. Just viewed both new music videos from Jay Chou. Ju Hua Tai and Hong Mo Fang. My review? Both sucks, especially Hong Mo Fang. It's baseless, it's meaningless. Another unrelated topic. Contrary to popular belief that the internet connection here in my campus of laid-back Kubang Kerian, Kelantan is pretty much fucked-up, I've stil managed to download three episodes of Blood+, some new applications and mp3s. Not bad for a rotten internet connection from "USMKK" network.

Music buzz is unavailable now since I am isolated from the real world.