I, The Villain

"This twisted fairytale..."

In this not-so-happy story, I played a role as a villain. And I always had been one these days. I'm out there to annoy the one whom I cherish the most. I never had been very honest with my feelings. As though I have some feedback mechanism to avoid any emotional involvement with someone, my nature as a menacing villian takes play. Just as much I really care for that someone to the extend I might like her, I keep on making a further distance from her. Oh how pathetic I am! What worse is that in every story with a villian, there is always a knight with shining armor come to the maiden's aid. Being an evil person, I envy that adored hero due to the reason that he may be the prince charming for the sacred maiden... and that saddens me. Yes, this is exactly what had happened last night. Never thought this such scenario would be materialized. And again as a villain, I vow to defeat that hero although he may be my acquaintance. This also made to keep a subtle grudge against the maiden. But have her on my sight... it reminded of how beautiful and precious is her to me. Suddenly in this twisted fairytale, came another maiden that gave a second thought. I became confused. Should I choose and give up on the long-forsaken maiden? Or should I be the knight to the new maiden?
Okay then. Enough of fairy tales! I don't sound right these days. Hope you don't mind of my dillusional self of mine. I start to lose my grip of my sanity. Don't know how long can I take this? Anyway, I developed a new obsession with.. Lara Liang Veronin. She's a mythical beauty for me. After this while, I only have some hear-says of how pretty she is and I just tagged along. Not until I have decided to watch the MV for Shang Hu Ai. Oh boy! What a hottie Lara is! And I just fell for her the moment I have saw her face. And guess what? She's a year younger than me. Unbelievable! Damn Jay Chou. He's one lucky S.O.B. to discover Lara to the world. Can't believe me? Just google her name for her pics and you will know the real deal. On a different topic, later I will be celebrating my friends' birthday. Let's have some great party bashing! But I need to finish my report first. Now off to continue my work.

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