Rants...

"Seclude myself in my own personal space..."

No mood to study at all. All I have in my mind is to do anything else other than studying and have more fun. Partly because the medic students are having their holidays now. Just the sight of them relaxing their asses around motivated me to relax along with them. Nowadays I am on the path of self-destruction. I spoil my biological time clock. Sleep during the wee hours of the morning, only to wake up around afternoon. Then I also stuff myself up - emotionally driven. Then I play games - heck a lot. As if I am possessed or something. I even neglecting my studies. Yes, ladies and gents, behold a PIG has born into the earth. A PIG that goes by the name Brian. I start to skid myself away from the real society - reality alike, begin to seclude myself in my own personal space. Someone advised me that the world does not revolves around me. I must keep up to be with world so that I am not being left behind. No, in my case the world does not revolve. I try to revolve but I failed. Seeking myself in the dark, I realised that all of my efforts are in despair.
Now on the another topic, I really need to rant this out. THE INTERNET CONNECTION HERE SUCKS!!! BIG TIME!!! Yes, you heard that right. So much for providing the best for the students, the campus authority failed to deliver their best to take care of the well-being of the students. And I began to wonder where the heck had all the government funding gone to. This is an IPTA. I know that the university does not serve for the students, unlike in private universities. But they should perform better with large sum of money from the government since the since the government is very typical with the country's education performance. In short, the students are being pampered. The real scenario happened otherwise. To begin with is this f**ked up internet connection. Well, they use WiFi around here. So to maintain that connection would be such a big problem right? Wrong! In this case that is. I don't mind having a donkey-paced connection or internet at the speed of the government, but please make it a continuous one, without any disruption. Ask me if I am relieved after load this out of my chest? Hell no. The connection still buggered me till I am very pissed off!

Music buzz: Dou Shi Ni by Guang Liang