17 October 2006

Who Am I?

"Am I a nocturnal?"

You know you are nocturnal if you stay up from late afternoon until the wee hours of the morning, only to sleep at broad daylight. You know you are nocturnal when you consume more coffee (WRONG! Doing this only makes to stay awake for more than 24 hours. You are a machinist, not nocturnal). You know you are nocturnal if you shy away from the sunlight, having the comfort to go out at nighttime. You know you are nocturnal if you don't know the time is - lacking the time judgement (WRONG! That actually means that you messed up your biological time clock, probably because you are attempting to be a nocturnal). You know you are nocturnal if you play dotA quite often (it's not relevant to this topic but it's true! In fact you can stay uo the whole night playing dotA without even feeling sleepy).
Okay, now heed those words and digest them properly. That is my diagnosis of myself and it is up to you to decide the whole deal. Root question, am I a nocturnal? Note that being nocturnal does not mean I study a lot to catch up everything that I have abandoned before, or even playing the dotA with a serious addiction to it. Everyone, let me introduce you to my new lifestyle. It's unhealthy, it's not normal, it's plain crazy. Everytime I ponder about this, I really felt guitly of myself, since I am acting like a pig these days. Come on, I always call myself a pig nowadays. I really hate the person I am now. But unfortunately, it's very difficult for me to get rid of this horrendous habit. Guilt conscious versus self-denial. I wonder who will prevail. In fact, it's a death match. And I am hoping for the guilt conscious to win because at this rate, I need to survive this university life - at all cost.

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